Buckled in for another guilty trip
It's hard to unpack this luggage
I just let my baggage go unclaimed
In hopes I return back home the same
When will I learn?
When will I?
Will I?
When was the last time I didn't feel trapped in a vacuum?
Or when my lungs as I fall asleep won't feel like they'll collapse soon?
When will I finally seek the help I need?
Just cuz there's no blood doesn't mean I'm not bleeding
When will I learn?
When will I?
Will I?
When did I start to think about death?
And all of life's pleasantries have me feeling disinterested?
The closest I feel to happiness is a poorly constructed internet joke
When will I learn or do I already know?
credits
from Dull Boy,
released November 1, 2019
Written, recorded, & mixed by Jimmy Wilkens
Lyrics by Jimmy Wilkens
Mastered by John Naclerio of Nada Mastering
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