If what I knew then could save me tomorrow
Which memories would I have to carve out?
To change who I am is to change where I've been
I'd turn this car around if I was who's driving
I don't think I wanna be anyone else other than myself
I don't think I wanna be anyone else I don't wanna be
I'm still tryin to even find the lines
To color inside shades of black & white
All accomplishments & accolades I've earned
Never fill the void, like a nest without birds
Come out, come out from wherever you are
My best friend's a barf bag I keep in my car
I'd stick to my guns but they're already shot
If I could do something, well I just might not
How come I don't feel good when I'm thriving?
I think it might be time to stop trying
But I keep trying
If what I knew then could change my mind
I'd do it all again and do it a thousand times
I'm proud of who I am & the friends all around me
I'm grateful I can say I finished therapy
credits
from Dull Boy,
released November 1, 2019
Written, recorded, & mixed by Jimmy Wilkens
Lyrics by Jimmy Wilkens & Connor Erickson
Mastered by John Naclerio of Nada Mastering
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